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Today I am tired

This is where the tiredness clicks in 24 hours a day and the pending work remains It's like the Bruno mars song revolving in the head "Today I feel like not doing anything" No Bruno I am not lazy, just tired This is a tiredness that can't be explained I'm saturated by the apps on my phone Swipe Swipe Swipe So what do we do, Do I follow a proper routine Doing meditation, reading, writing, working out, showing gratitude  Cause I know at the end of the day I'm pretending to be busy  and we all are just being busy just to feel OK, So what is it? What's the void that hasn't been filled, What's that empty space which creeps me at night, leaving me helpless and not giving me soulful sleep. I do pray to God, every evening at 7, that's a routine  But why does He not help me get a night of profound sleep,  Why are the scriptures so inspiring and makes me believe its core, but the second I close the Holy book, I back to being not enough, I wasn't a be...