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Today I am tired

This is where the tiredness clicks in 24 hours a day and the pending work remains It's like the Bruno mars song revolving in the head "Today I feel like not doing anything" No Bruno I am not lazy, just tired This is a tiredness that can't be explained I'm saturated by the apps on my phone Swipe Swipe Swipe So what do we do, Do I follow a proper routine Doing meditation, reading, writing, working out, showing gratitude  Cause I know at the end of the day I'm pretending to be busy  and we all are just being busy just to feel OK, So what is it? What's the void that hasn't been filled, What's that empty space which creeps me at night, leaving me helpless and not giving me soulful sleep. I do pray to God, every evening at 7, that's a routine  But why does He not help me get a night of profound sleep,  Why are the scriptures so inspiring and makes me believe its core, but the second I close the Holy book, I back to being not enough, I wasn't a be...

Hausla..

Ab ek arsa hua muskuraye hue, Kuch ankahi, ansuni baatein dhorate hue, Yaakeen hai, lautengi khushiyan Yaakeen hai, baithegi wo mehfil Yaakeen hai, sunai degi wo chaar dosto ki hasi Hausla hai bekaraar, bas samay ka hai intezaar Ab ek arsa hua muskuraye hue, Khushkismat hai parivaar saath hai, Khushkismat hai bhai behen saath hai Khushkismat hai maata peeta saath hai Khamoshi bas itni hai, humare dost ki haasi humse bichadi hai, Par hausla hai bekaraar, bas samay ka hai intezaar Ab ek arsa hua muskuraye hue, Saanjh ki wo chai ki lutf uthaye hue, Na khel paye holi, shayad hi khel paye diwali Lautenge uss mohalle ki Raunak ko badhane Jo hogyi thi ghum, Chal laut chale, pukaar rhi hai wo geet ki dhoon Goonj uthengi chaaro dishayein, ujwal hogi wo galli  Hausla atoot hai, bas samay ka intezaar hai

Jurm..

Jurm bas yehi hai, Ki ab hum akele hai, Na socha, Na chaha Bas dua tha manga Teri lambi umaar ho, Yeh khwayish humne manga, Jurm bas yehi hai, Ki ab hum akele hai, Na pukaar, Na shor Iss bade se ghar mein Bas ghaadi hi kar rhi hai, Apne kaanto ki morr Jurm bas yehi hai, Ki ab hum akele hai, Jurm bas itna tha  Ki ek ko dusre se zyda chaha, Ek ko dusre se zyda diya Aur kudrat ne humse tum dono ko hi cheen liya, Praarthana krte hai hum, ki tum hume maaf krdena, Dusri aur jald mulaakat ho, yehi ab humari hai khwayish, Kyonki.., Jurm bas yehi hai, Ki ab hum akele hai

Barsaat..

Tujhse naaraaz hokar Tujhi se baat karne ka Maan hota hai, Jab koi Jawaab na mile, Tujhse saalah lene ka Maan hota hai, Yeh kesi kaahani hai, Jaha bolne ka Haqq sirf Mera hai, Aur sunne ka Haqq tumhara, Tujhse naaraaz hokar Tujhi se baat karne ka Maan hota hai, Tumhe gaale lagake, Jo Dil Ko Sukoon milta hai, Ab smjh aaya, tere door hone se yeh Dil Kyun ghabraata hai Tujhse naaraaz hokar Tujhi se baat karne ka Maan hota hai, Tere aane pe, yeh aasmaan raango se saaj jata hai, Kaali ghata si ban aati ho tum humare aangaan mein, Yeh Banjaar zameen khil uthta hai apni mitti ki khusboo se, Parindey chehak uthte hai khushe se Aae BARSAAT, Maan yeh meri baat Hoti tu agar ek insaan Shaan se rkhta tujhe meri jaan

Kaifyat..

Kuch aesi kaifyat hai humari Ki tumse Milne ki khwayish hori hai Na jaane kis daur se guzar rahe hai hum, Na jane kis mahamaari mein phaas chuke hai hum Ki bin-bataye humse door chale jate ho tum Kuch aesi kaifyat hai humari Ki tumse milne ki khwayish hori hai Na ghar manga, na gaadi Na daulat manga, na ferrari Ek haadi ka tukda hi tha humare liye zaroori Jald laut aa poori krni hai wo baat, Jo chor gye tum adhoori Kuch aesi kaifyat hai humari Ki tumse Milne ki khwayish hori hai Bas chaudha saal reh skta hoon tumhare paas Takleef hori hai, tumhe naa dekh apne aas-paas Lagalo gale tum mujhe, bas yehi pukaar hai Bhaauk kar hi zahir kar skta hoon tumse apna pyaar  Jald laut aa, poora ghar kar rha hai tera intezaar

Naraazgi

Aakhir Kyu naraz ho tum? Bheed ke andhere mein door hogye ho tum, Pagal panchi ki tarah apne paankh phelaye, Iss bavandar ke bich tumhe chor aaya mein, Naa Jane kis mukam pe yeh paankh bandh ho, Naa Jane ab hum kab saath ek jagah ho, Aakhir Kyu naraz ho tum? Bheed ke andhere mein door hogye ho tum, Avchetan mann mein beintehaan mohabbat hai tumse, Par zahir karte waqt, sharmane lagte hai tumse, Mulakaat humne kaam ki hai, Par ek dusre ko humne jaan se bhe zyda mohabbat ki hai, Aakhir Kyu naraz ho tum? Bheed ke andhere mein door hogye ho tum, Tumhare saath tamasha bhe kiya, pyaar bhe kiya  Zindagi ke sabse khoobsurat lamhe tumhare saath kiya, Toh fir aakhir Kyu naraz ho tum? Manta hoon ki waqt ke saath hum door hai, Vyaast hue, ek dusre se Milne se majboor hai, Par gaur kar meri baat ko jab mein kehta hoon, Mere Bhai main tujhse sabse zyda pyaar karta hoon.

Adhyapak ka पत्र

Kya Karu ki tum maan jao Meri takleef ko pehchan jao Zindagi ke raaste mein khoye hue, Mere bachpan ko Lauta do, Gambhir samay mein shaant rehne  Ki tarkeeb ko Lauta do, Kya karu ki tum maan jao, Meri takleef ko pehchan jao, Darta nahi hoon, Bas sehem sa Gaya hoon, Uttar, dakshin, paschim, poorv Ke boj tale daab sa gaya hoon Kya karu ki tum maan jao, Meri takleef ko pehchan jao Uttar ke kathor pathar ko laangne ki shakti, Ab toot so gayi hai, Dakshin ke zidd ko dekh, Sabar ka baan toot sa jata hai, Kya karu ki tum maan jao, Meri takleef ko pehchan jao, Paschim ki khushiyaan baatna toh chahta hoon, Par samay ka padav mere haak mein nahi chalta, Poorv ki niraashi sahi nahi jaati, Par uske pyaar ke bina raha nai jata, Aakhir Kya Karu ki tum maan jao, Meri takleef ko pehchan jao, Samjh jao ki main ek adhyaapak hi toh hoon, Iss prithvi ko shikshit karte karte,  Main apne sukh ko bhool chuka hoon, Kya karu ki tum maan jao, Meri takleef ko pehchan jao

Prakash, Roshni, Deepak aur Alok

Saath ho, par door ho.. Gale lagane ki khwayish hai, Par tum majboor ho Kareeb baithkar, Saath chalkar Saath haaskar, Saath Rokar Haar fasla mitakar, mujhe nazdeek se nihaarkar Chale jate ho kafi door, aakhir kyu ho itne majboor Saath ho, par door ho.. Gale lagane ki khwayish hai, Par tum majboor ho Chalte ho tum kabhi humare aage, kabhi piche Savere ka saath dekaar, shaam mein gayab hojate ho, kyu karte ho aesa, kash koi yeh tumse puche Prakash, roshni, Deepak aur Alok Sab hai tumhare dost.. Inhi ki wajah se ho tum meresaath Na jane inke bina kab hoti humari mulaakat. Saath ho, par door ho Gale lagane ki khwayish hai,  Par tum majboor ho Aj unse puch hi liya maine Kyun chalti ho meresaath ? Meri Parchaayi ne haaskar kaha Aur hai bhe kaun teresaath

Kudrat ki Mazak

Aye mere maula, Hum Teri ibadat karte hai, Aur tujhse hi mangte hai, Kudrat ki kaali chaaya ko  mitane mein humari madat kar Kudrat ki yeh kesi mazak hai Hawayein behti toh hai dakshin ki aur, Magar Safar ka uttar mukammal nahi hota Kudrat ki yeh kesi mazak hai, Jo taare humare bachpan ko ujjwal karte the Aj so humse rooth kar, humse vidaa le chuke hai, Jo kirne humari din ki shuruwat hoti thi, Aj so hume jhulasne ki halaat mein chor jati hai, Kudrat ki yeh kesi mazak hai, Jis chadrama mein hum Janam lekar Roshan hue, Aj who chadrama, humari betiyon ko humse judaa kar Raha hai, Khushkismat manta hoon main khudko, Ki main iss paak zaameen ke ujaad hone ka kaaran nahi hoon,  Kyunki, Kudrat ne mujhe yeh Shakti Pradhan ki hai, Ki main iss vinaash ka bhaagi na ban Pau, Unhone sbse bada mazaak toh meresaath khela hai, Mere dekhne ki shaamta hi mujhe praapth nahi ki Yaa parvaadhikar Yaa toh Hume apne pairo par utha de, Yaa toh fir iss duniya se utha le, Kudrat ki iss kaali chaaya ko...

Deewaar ek rukawat..

Daraar hai, Deewaar hai, Ab iss rishte mein jo bikhar gya wo pyaar hai Ishwaar ki aehmiyaat diya hai apko Baba sabse zyda chaha hai apko, Pairon ki maalish, joote ki polish Dimaag se dhyaan, sharir mein jaan Raste ki rukawat, teacher ki saalah Har chiz mein sahara diya apne, Allah ki taraah Daraar hai, Deewaar hai, Ab iss rishte mein jo bikhar gya wo pyaar hai Dost ki tarah smjhana, Apne kandhon mein rulana Raat ko der lautne pe daantna, Daaru peete hue pakadna Na jaane kaha samjh pata main yeh saari cheeze Agr ap hote na humare peeche Daraar hai, Dewaar hai, Ab iss rishte mein jo bikhar gya wo pyaar hai Ap ho toh roti hai, kapda hai, makaan hai Na jane yeh kesa morr hai, kesa daur hai, Kehte ho ap mujhe Najayaaz Par Baba,  Apka pyaar, apka dulaar Apka daantna, apka peetna  Sab kuch tha mereliye jayaaz